Wednesday, February 20, 2013

I feel so ugly.even though.apparently.i am far from ugly.but?

I have such low confidence.
i don't know why exactly, i do know that i am affected negatively by MEDIA (tv, movies, magazines)
i don't have any more cable and i don't read magazines anymore for the last 4 years.
i do go to movie theaters though, once in a long while and only if the movie has good ratings.

i find that the ideal look is still like it was during the nazi days.hehe … really.

when i watch movies all i see is celebrities that avoid looking like their own people.
blue eyes this green eyes that, pale skin, anything BUT black hair.

i have noticed this with eye color specifically.

It doesn't matter if this famous celebrity is Asian, European, African, or of Middle Eastern decent, they will cover up those "nasty" brown eyes (that majority of their people have) and wear blue or green contacts.

This happens with skin also, as you all know..Indians/Middle eastern and Asians bleach their skin and wear blue contact lenses to appear more.white-European

I know some South Europeans are born with white skin but like to tan naturally (not over-do it) but they get this natural olive tone, and honestly i believe South Europeans are the only ones in this world that actually love how they look like. They never wear contact lenses or anything like that..and they actually say that the darker you are the better you look… so they go opposite to the nazi ideal beauty

what do you think? i am really surprised that people notice that there's not many black people in movies but they don't notice how very few brown eyes actors are in the media. Don't start naming me all the actors with brown eyes. Because we all know they are a lot fewer then blue eyed people..what's so special about this white trait? yes i say white because ALL blue eyed people are related to each other and their ancestors came from EUROPE, specifically ROMANIA.So all the blacks and asians you see with blue eyes have a white ancestor they might not know about. And YES i have seen black kids with natural blonde hair but that's from a disease and malnutrition. Also there's a disease that gives you blue eyes it's called ocular albinism and it's where dark people get small amounts of albinism traits.

i still hate my eye color because im always told and SHOWED in media that blue eyes are better
>>> I feel so ugly.even though.apparently.i am far from ugly.but?